Introducing John Milton.

Before John Milton become John Milton he was Toby Sanchez for a while, and before that he was Malek Mardose. A three different persona, with distinct character and motivation. The grueing and devastating nature of living made him the person of what he is today. This is not to regard that his life is all pain and sorrow, but most of the case, only the part which are bittered normally remembered.

Malek Mardose was a college student, he is somewhere in the middle between the introvert and extrovert attribute, yet much incline to being an introvert. He smoke and drink, ocassionally looking for a fuck among the other gender but never was too devious to continue the nature. He believe in true love, mildly naive, believing that goodness will reciprocate goodness and a waiting person. Always in the waiting for something good to come. Malek Mardose was not a bad person, he is a lovely, warmth and caring man. Always constantly trying to be a better person, but confuse sometime. Through time, he evolve and potrays a strong and assertive character, and was a very effective leader and a visionary. John Milton was Malek Mardose for a very long time. The dissapointent and confusion of Malek Mardose stage his own downfall, he self destruct, mildly diminish and was never able to return to his original nature. Slowly Malek Mardose become Toby Sanchez.

Enter Toby Sancez, mostly of the opposite of Malek Mardose. While Malek Mardose portrays a stable, and decent personality, while internally longing for wildness and innocent vice. Toby Sanchez, was pious to a certain extend, he fucks around one after another, drink and smoke profusely, innocently brutal to the opposite gender, a traditionally portrayal of not so gentlemently like. However, deep inside, sadly, he long for decency and kindness.

He knows deeply in his heart, that he could never sustain living. That he is not meant to be him but someone else. At surface, it seems that Malek Mardose trying to resurrect himself and take charge. Then start the war, the inner war of emergence of a new persona. Whom we do not know who, but has silence for eternity and now emerging. One which is more powerful than the both. Finally the both diminish, and the silence victor arise. Which its schemes and motivation is much blurry to the eyes of the traditional, and yet to define itself.